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Monday, May 12, 2008 @ 12:57 AM

today got back many papers. first was bio. i was glad that i passed it as i have never listened in classs to that whatever duodenum. who gives a damn if she was leaving or staying in our schoool. i got a b4. okays la. expected to passs with a 50. LOL. thennn it was english but adrain ddid not return our papers. ==lll he spent one whole period crappping & we went to the library the next period. went to library & read MR MIDNIGHT. i long time never read le. i was actually addicted can. but i lazy to borrrow. cox i sure will not return de. after that was CHEMISTRY. i was shocked to seeee my results la. 50.5/100. WTH ? i realllly dono what is up with me. i just cmi for CHEM leh. somemore the yew set de so hard. mdm mok de standard not so high lorhh. i was like sooooo......................... everyone get so high! HAZIQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQ ! T__________________________________________________________________________________________T i seeee him i rreally want to cry & bash him leh. he get alll A one B nia. kns. thennn i over here no A. it was time for MATHS! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i cant stand de sight of potato. he come in class sure give de jiaobin ? LOL. thennn he was like asking those who fail to drop A MATHS can. first time i seee teacher like that de. aiyoooooooooooooo. listen to him talk cannn STRESSS AHHHH~ thennn he gave back our A MATHS first. i was expected to fail la. 30/80. haiiiiiiis. i cannnnnnot cope!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN I GIVE UP ? T.T i keeeep failing whennnn my friends are all doing welll. i realllly cant take this la. & with that fcuking potato teaching me, i think i cmi. what he teaching i oxo dono what the heck he saying la.maybe i should just drop it. i am feeeling very down. i neeeed someone to care for me & show me concern. but noone ever does la,
yesterday was chattting with yuqing on the phone about gangs. she know people from AST,18SIAO. i only know people from 369,AST.then we were saying that joining gangs like very very fun la. have protection & people to care for you. but the difficult part is quitting it. otherwise joining a gang is no prob la. geylang de very hiong.anyways my ganmei de ganma is bugis de head. that time she ask me join, but i scared cannnot quit. THINKING,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,